BALLADE OF THE LADIES OF BYGONE TIMES
from
THE TESTAMENT
(1462)
Tell me from where I could entice
Flora the famous Roman whore,
or Archipiada or Thaïs
who they say was just as fair;
or Echo answering everywhere
across stream and pool and mere,
whose beauty was like none before -
where are the snows of yesteryear ?
Where is the learned Héloïse
for whose love Abelard became
a gelded monk at Saint-Denis,
yet still could not put out his flame ?
And where now is that royal dame
who had men for three days with her
then had them cast into the Seine ?
Where are the snows of yesteryear ?
Queen Blanche who had a siren's voice,
white as a lily on the plain;
Big-Footed Bertha, by Heaven's choice
mother of great Charlemagne;
and Joan of Arc from proud Lorraine
the English burned from cruel fear -
where are they, where, O Mother of Men ?
Where are the snows of yesteryear ?
Don't ask,Prince, in one month again,
nor yet in twelve where they all are;
I'd only give you this refrain:
Where are the snows of yesteryear ?
THE OLD WOMAN LONGING FOR THE DAYS OF HER YOUTH
(THE LAMENT OF THE "BELLE HËAULMIÈRE")
from
THE TESTAMENT
(1462)
I thought I heard the whore complain
who sold helmets as a cover-trade,
wishing the days would come again
when she was young; and this she said:-
"Old age, a cruel trick you've played!
Why have you struck me down so soon ?
Who'll care now if I put paid
to a life so long past its high noon ?
"You've robbed me, left me in the lurch,
taken my beauty and power away.
Businessmen, men of the Church
don't give me all they have today.
"No man was born who would not pay
all that he had to get that prize
(with some misgiving, I daresay)
which even beggars now despise.
"Many a man I could have had
but turned down in my dizziness
for true love of a crafty lad
I showered with limitless largesse.
I was unfaithful once or twice -
but Christ! I loved him -love him yet.
He only gave me churlishness
and loved only what he could get.
"He could have dragged me through the mud
and trampled on me - I would still
have worshipped him. Had he drawn blood
and maimed me, I'd have done his will.
I'd be in misery until
he ordered me to kiss him. Swine!
I was nothing but his swill -
and all I can do now is whine.
"Shame and sin are all I've left
for thirty years now since he died.
And I live on, old, grey, bereft,
brooding on my prime and pride.
Now look at me - I'm shrunk and dried,
and when I see how I have changed,
ravaged now by time and tide,
the undertow leaves me deranged.
"Where is that forehead's smooth expanse,
the arched eyebrows and golden hair,
the wide-set eyes, the pretty glance
which caught the wiliest unaware;
that well-proportioned nose, that pair
of little ears, that dimpled chin,
that lovely face so clear and fair
with lips of pure vermilion ?
"Those long arms, shoulders slim and straight,
fine hands, breasts small and eloquent,
hips high, smooth, full, in perfect state
to enter in Love's tournament;
where are the broad loins and the cunt
bertween each firm and rounded thigh
set like a lovely ornament
within its little herbary ?
"My forehead's wrinkled now, and grey
my hair; my eyebrows droop; my eyes
are bleary now whose glance was gay
and drained men's purses with their flies.
There's none a hook-nose will entice
or ears that hang like lumps of moss;
my face is faded, dead as ice;
my chin and lips like withered pods.
"So this is human beauty's lot -
hands like claws and stumpy arms,
shoulders gnarled up in a knot -
not a trace of former charms.
"Breasts and hips mere shrunken forms;
my cunt is a long-dried-up spring
my thighs no more than bony worms
all mottled like a sausage-skin.
"And so we mourn the 'good old days',
poor old fools that we are now,
squatting by a feeble blaze
of straw, like tattered heaps of tow -
so soon aflame, so soon burned low.
Once we were so proud and gay,
beautiful from top to toe.
All flesh is heir to such decay."